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Updated: Jul 11, 2021

The lesson I learned…

Your thoughts, feelings, and behaviors must always be steady. There is a black and a white. Choose one and stick with it.

I’m a Gemini. I have twins living inside of me. I am an Enneagram Six. By definition, a contradictory personality, a bundle of opposites.

I see both sides of almost every situation.

I am my own devil’s advocate.

I am a walking contradiction.

I am one thing one minute and something else the next.

When someone explains something to me, I see their side of it.

And then I see the other side equally as clear.

I’m not playing both sides.

I get both sides.

I can’t be consistent in every thought, feeling, and behavior.

It used to make me feel like a fraud.


Like I couldn’t be relied on.

Like I couldn’t be trusted.

Overcoming the lesson…

I learned to trust myself.

This is who I am.

I am inconsistent.


I consistently care.

I consistently listen.

I consistently try to understand.

I consistently want to understand.

I consistently give it thought and consideration.

I consistently create space for new thoughts and ideas.

If you don’t like that I can be swayed,

I’m sorry, but it’s not something I’m going to change.

If you don't like that I can be one thing and its opposite,

I'm sorry, but it's not something I'm going to change.

If you don’t like that there are inconsistencies in the way I live my life,

I’m sorry, but it’s not something I’m going to change.

I no longer believe life is black and white.

I might disagree with you today.

And agree on the same point tomorrow.

I may contradict myself a million times.

It doesn’t mean that I’m full of shit.

It means that I’m open.

It means that I appreciate the gray.

Some find it hard to take.

They can’t make sense of me.

I say, stop trying to make sense of me.

I make sense to myself.

And, respectfully, that’s what matters.

Until next time…


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