The 9/9/9 Portal & The Alchemy of Letting Go

Today, we step into the 9/9/9 (2025 = 2+0+2+5 = 9) portal — a cosmic doorway of completion.

In numerology, nine carries the vibration of endings. Of tying up loose threads. Of closing cycles that no longer serve so something new can begin.

But here’s the truth about release: it isn’t as simple as saying, “I release my scarcity mindset.”

For me, it never has been anyway.

Release is a process. A sacred unraveling. A tracing back to the roots of the belief or pattern so that we can see it clearly, break it apart, and only then truly set it down.

The Three Steps of Release

1. Awareness

Awareness is the spark. The moment you realize something isn’t working. The recognition that this isn’t serving me anymore.

But here’s the trap: many people stop here. Instead of seeing awareness as the beginning of change, they let it feed the old story that something is wrong with me. That self-judgment only strengthens the very belief they’ve uncovered and keeps them stuck in the same cycle.

Awareness isn’t a noose. It’s an opening. It’s not proof that you’re broken — it’s proof that you’re awake. If you can hold awareness as an opportunity, it becomes the doorway to step into the next stage. Here is where I say, "keep going."

2. Curiosity (or Excavation)

This is where you lift the hood and start looking underneath. Where did this belief or pattern come from? How was it reinforced? What did it protect you from at the time — and what is it costing you now?

For me, scarcity wasn’t truth. It was a belief, inherited from family and ancestral wounds, reinforced over and over until I carried it as if it were real. Curiosity lets us break it apart, see it for what it truly is, and loosen its grip.

3. Release

Only then can you truly let it go. Release is the exhale, the spaciousness, the reclamation of your own energy. But release isn’t a one-time act; it’s a practice. Sometimes it comes in waves, peeling away layer by layer.

And while you can do this work on your own, there’s a reason we often seek guides, healers, or therapists. It’s not because they do the work for us — it’s because they know how to ask the right questions. When you’re too close to the pain, you can’t always see the forest for the trees. A trained perspective can illuminate the root so that you can finally begin the process of release.

How Release Feels in the Body + Soul

When you move through this process, the shift is felt on every level of your being:

🌿 Physically — muscles unclench, the jaw softens, shoulders release. Your breath deepens. Your nervous system remembers what it feels like to rest.

💧 Emotionally — the heaviness begins to move. Tears come. Laughter bubbles up. The walls around your heart crumble and space opens for tenderness, compassion, and joy.

🌙 Mentally — the loop of “what ifs” and “should haves” loses its power. In the silence that follows, clarity emerges. New possibilities appear.

✨ Spiritually — the true alchemy unfolds. Your energy field lightens. Your own power comes back home. You remember who you are and what is yours to carry.

Release is not loss.

Release is spaciousness.

Release is reclamation.

The Invitation

This 9/9/9 portal asks you to walk through the doorway of completion. To identify what is no longer true. To dismantle the beliefs that were never yours to carry. To release the cycles that weigh you down.

Because on the other side of release is freedom. And on the other side of freedom is becoming.

✨ May your letting go be the beginning of your becoming.

Becoming who?

Who you've always been.

Whispers from My Wild Soul

A blog series of soul remembering, healing, and transformation

These are the quiet truths that rise up when we slow down.

Reflections from the threshold of midlife, where the old stories begin to fall away and the wild soul stirs awake.

Here, I write from the heart—about crone wisdom, spiritual awakening, and the rituals that root me to the Earth and to myself.

These whispers are an invitation to return home to your own wise, wild soul.