I feel the need to be candid about some things so that you can choose whether or not you still want to be a part of my community.
I have evolved again. Leveled up. Through my recent self-discovery and tons of healing (thank you to my wonderful coaches, teachers, and healers), I have become me. The original me. The me I was born to be. She is different than the me I have been. You may be thinking, didn’t you do this already? Indeed. It’s not the first time I have evolved into a new (old) version of myself, but what can I say, I had a lot to undo, and it, apparently, had to be done in stages. I’m sure I still have further to go, but I’m ok with being a work in progress.
Anyway, here I am, the new me/the original me/the true me. Some of you will absolutely love her. I do. Some of you may think she’s nuts. Fair warning, she is weird. Well, some people’s definition of weird, anyway.
She had a spiritual awakening. She has two-sided conversations with God now. She has met her spirit guides…knows their names, what they look like, and how each of them protects her. She reads signs from the Universe. She connects with animals. She feels at one with nature. She is all about the divine. She is a speck of light energy plucked from the Universe (as we all are). She is woo woo.
Whew, that felt good. Scary but good.
You see, I’ve been blocked lately. I haven’t had anything to share. What I now realize is that I have been holding myself back. Afraid to share. I understand, now, that I have sometimes written for my critics, scared to show too much of the real me. I’ve tested and offered up small doses to see how it was received, and well, I have no idea how it was received, but I know that I can’t hold myself back out of fear anymore. I can’t tell people to be unapologetically them while I am not unapologetically me. I can’t ask you to accept yourself fully and then not accept myself fully. Just as I want you to step into all that you are, I am stepping into all that I am. I won’t hide anymore.
Please note that all that I stood for remains the same. I still believe wholeheartedly in mindfulness, gratitude, mindset, purpose, service to others, community, self-love, and all the rest. My messages haven’t changed; I’m just more in tune with them now, on a deeply spiritual level.
So, if spiritual talk and energy healing and crystals and moon cycles and intention setting and manifesting and signs from the Universe aren’t your thing and will never be your thing, I am giving you an out. Thank you so much for your support until now, and I completely understand why you are choosing to unfollow me.
However, if you vibe with all of this, I’m so happy to share the real me with you—all of her.
If you are on the fence but feel like you might be open to it, please stick around for a bit. I have always found that when I’m on the fence about something, I’m actually interested in it but a little bit afraid. I usually need to stick my toe in before diving in.
And if you are judging me, well, I hate to tell you this, but you are more into it than you think.
Stick your toe in or dive in; either is great with me as long as there is an intention of openness, kindness, and support.
I am so excited for this next chapter. It’s been a long time in the making.
I am now declaring this a safe space. Non-believers, please disengage now. But, for all who remain, get ready to collectively unleash all the woo!
Find the light. Be the light. Share the light.
Takes on a whole new meaning for me now.
Here we go…